i also realized that when i’m in school, i act like i’m all sad. i am sometimes, but part of the reason is because i’m faking it. i’m not being myself. fuck the haters, i’m gonna be myself from now on, no matter how crazzzzyyyy that person is!
i just looked back on my tumblr. it really was what got me through my days, but i realized how i was the one that always brought MYSELF down. no more. from now on, i promise myself i will be optimistic, always. i’m going to try my hardest in school. i’m going to get good grades. i’m not gonna care what other people think of me. i have real friends. that’s all i need. a boy will come, in time. i know that. i’m sick of always being down. i’m gonna look up. it’s simple as that. people have it worst than i do. and i’m just realizing that. i need to enjoy my life. hell, i’m 16. high school won’t last forever, and after that, college. and then, real life. no more sad pictures, sad posts on my tumblr. well maybe if i’m having a bad night. i don’t care that i’m not the prettiest girl in the world, i’m ME. that’s all that matters. i’m finally, i think, happy.
